Anxious and Excited

Two emotions that my heart are filled with today. One would think after 13 weeks of bed rest I would have it all figured out but that is SOOO not the case! With the knowledge that Zackary is going to enter our lives sooner than later, I am filled with anxiety and excitement. I am overwhelmed with the excitement that he is going to add more love in our family. He is going to be another playmate for our boys. We will get 3 sets of goodnight hugs and kisses and 3 sweet smiles when we wake up. But at the same time, we have 3 boys to take care of. That is something to get anxious about.