Change...

is good and scary. Within 2 weeks (I hoping more like within 2 days) our little Zotto is going to enter or world. Things that are about to change:

1. We are both about to become sleep deprived
2. We no longer have enough arms to carry all our kids
3. The Mazda will be taken nowhere as a family (not enough room)
4. Jake becomes the middle child
5. We are buying double the diapers and wipes
6. We go from man-to-man to zone defense
7. I will be no help to our family for about a week while recovering...oh wait, that has been the case for the last 13 weeks:)
8. A shopping cart will not fit all our kids
9. We will have 3 sons, yes 3!!!!
10. The smell of a brand new baby will fill our home!

We are quickly approaching the end. Bring on the change:)

Anxious and Excited

Two emotions that my heart are filled with today. One would think after 13 weeks of bed rest I would have it all figured out but that is SOOO not the case! With the knowledge that Zackary is going to enter our lives sooner than later, I am filled with anxiety and excitement. I am overwhelmed with the excitement that he is going to add more love in our family. He is going to be another playmate for our boys. We will get 3 sets of goodnight hugs and kisses and 3 sweet smiles when we wake up. But at the same time, we have 3 boys to take care of. That is something to get anxious about.