Life is hard right now but OH SO GOOD!

Today was Lukas' first day of school...more on that on his blog but this post is all about while things are NOT easy around here with pregnancy number four, moving and not being able to have an income...things are MORE THAN GOOD!

When Matt, Lukas, Jakob, Zackary and I walked Lukas to school this morning...my heart was so incredibly full. As we walked the 5 minute block to school I realized that I currently have it all. I have the most amazing husband in the world, three amazing little boys and my precious little princess on her way. I have always wanted my kids to have a home near their school just like I did, live in a great community and have that house feel like our home. Well we are there. This is it. Life is good. On the bad days, I will remember that walk to school... No amount of money, big house or thing can replace the true feeling of happiness and feeling blessed with all I have.:)

Different Days!

Days of the past...

Wake up, get ready for work, quick kiss boys goodbye, put every ounce of myself into 60 plus 7th and 8th graders with little in return for 7 hours, run an after school activity so we can pay for daycare, come home exhausted, see my own kids for an hour, bed 

Now...

Get up and play with boys, breakfast, make meals for next day,  clean kitchen, read books and play with boys, walk and park, lunch, clean up kitchen, nap (I am on bedrest), play with boys, Let daddy take over for awhile, house work, family dinner, clean up kitchen, bath/stories/bed, work

Which is more fulfilling?? Hmmmm